Thursday, January 29, 2009 ; 12:23 AM?
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Nearly died at work today, couldn't concentrate at all plus I'm super tired.
They ALL say i have a bigbig and black black eyebag. ._.
Lucky today supervisor went off early so can slack abit.
Bo jing hu!
It means no government.
Haha.
So yeah. Worked for 15hours today.
Lucky supervisor didnt put me on morning shift tomorrow.
I'll die ._.
I need to sleep.
Okok.
I hope people are fine.
You're happy.
I cannot bring myself to do it. :(
Deleting all those smses, those precious memories.
Those pics i took of you when we were not even friends then.
Those perfume i used when i go out with you, although its empty, it symbolise something for me.
Everything concerning you, I'll keep it.:(
Sweet dream yesterday.
Today what dream will i have?
Goodnight.
I hoped I just don't wake up.
Tuesday, January 27, 2009 ; 11:45 PM?
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Hey, everyone doing good i hope.
Counting money in the angbaos now ah?
Haha.
Actually New Year is always the same. Visit and get ang bao.
Gather together and have fun.
It abit boring:x
My didi recieved a EMPTY ang bao! LOL.
Dont know from who also.
Haha.
Hmm, in 6 more hours, i'll be leaving the house to work.
Seriously tired, so yeah, got to sleep now.
Hmm,i have alot to say, but i won't.
If you just know how much i miss you.
Let me change the song.
:(
Find me disgusting for all you want.
Crush
David Archuleta
I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath when I look at you
Are you holding back like the way I do
`Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain`t goin` away--ay ay ay ay
Goin` away--ay ay ay ay
Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it`s a chance we've gotta take
`Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever...
Do you ever think when you`re all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath when I look at you
Are you holding back like the way I do
`Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain`t goin` away--ay ay ay ay
Goin` away--ay ay ay ay
Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain`t goin` away--ay ay ay ay
This crush ain't goin` away--ay ay ay ay
Goin` away--ay ay ay ay
Goin` away ay ay ay ay
.
The meaning isnt there anymore. But the feeling will.
How happy was I then, compared to now.
If i just kept quiet and didn't complain, will thing have been different?
:(
Goodnight.
Im okay im okay im okay.
Monday, January 26, 2009 ; 1:03 PM?
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Did anyone stayed till 6?
:D
I did! Hahaha.
Just woke up, going out soon le.
Hope everyone is enjoying their time.(:
I feel blessed.
Cause at least i can know how you're doing.
(:
Be a happy man!
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Hey guys, anyone staying up for parents to live until 100yr old?
LOL.
MEME!
Im not sleeping tonight!:)
Now watching show..
Lara's singing Xia Yu Tian...
:(:(:(
Memories coming back.
It was a sunday, going tuition...
You sent me this song.
I listened to it almost the whole day repeatedly.
:(
And walked to mac from your tuition place:(
It rained that day.
And because of that song.
I called you after my exams, it was raining, you were sleeping..
Hais, miss you.
:(
Friday, January 23, 2009 ; 12:27 AM?
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EHSSSS!
I miss you terribly!
What can i do? :(
What must i do?
><><
Something happened at work today.
Just wish to clarify its not because they scolded that made me sad.
I have my own reasons okays loo?
LOL.
Watching Korean drama now.
Titled "I'm Sorry, I Love You"
Not working tomorrow.
:) Finally get to go out
Thanks serene for the concern!
My supervisor:D
Dam good.
LOL.
Agree Loo?
Say no and I'll tell her.
Hahahaa.
Do anyone ever miss me? 0.0
LOL:x
Takecare people!
Thursday, January 22, 2009 ; 12:18 AM?
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Your 5 impression of him/her.
-Unquie
-Speacial
-Caring
-Sweet
-Cute
:(
Sleep ba.
Nights peoples.
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My dream came true, not my wishes.
:(
Been to heaven and been through hell.
Whats next?
:(
When will we meet again...?
:(
Name it and I'll do it.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009 ; 9:34 AM?
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Stamina getting lousier and worse le x.x
Only 1 round then can't take it le. LOL.
Used to run 2 rounds and still can go on de.
X.x
Anyways
DO WHAT YOU LOVE AND LOVE WHAT YOU DO.
DO WHAT YOU WANT AND WANT WHAT YOU DO.
:D
Do not do and regret.
):
Hais. X.X
Jiayous!
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GOOD! Supervisor let us go on leave on Friday. Thanks a million!
Meaning i get to thank my teachers! (D&T)
I wanted to see Chen Zhuang Fei so much!
Damn:s
And Miss Sng!
And Mrs Q!!
>.<
Give me a choice and I'll be back in school studying x.x
Too bad time cant reverse.
I've totally regret spending money on PSP. Thinking gaming will make me TROUBLEFREE ._.
So stupid ._.
Totally regretted it man.
X.x
I promised I won't spend money anyhow anymore.
Trust me, I won't >.<
Okays. I hope everyone will strive hard to do well in whatever they want, don't give up, most important.
The results is one thing, it all depends on how much effort you put in.
The results is in our own hands.
Create miracles. Don't wait for them.
I'll put in my best too, if the result is not what I wanted, just mean that I didn't place in enough effort.
Simple.
Okays.
I think I need some rest, maybe going jogging with Loo tomorrow?
He say depends on his mood... ._.
Okok, nights people.
-I still miss you, I can't let go and I don't want to. And I know I'll not regret this. Smile? :D.
Sunday, January 18, 2009 ; 10:05 PM?
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This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shaking off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel...
"Never glance" is killing me
Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can u see what I see
They're trying to come back, all my senses push
Un-tie the weight bags, I never thought I could...
Steady feet, don't fail me now
Gonna run till you can't walk
But something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down...
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, you don't need
What u need, what u need...
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Oh, do u see what I see...
:( I miss you. I wont give up.
I'll wait. :(
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Work work work, thats all i do. >< (numbed already)
Work for 15hours a day, super tiring.
But no one cares. So sad. Last time, at least someone is there to care and concern, no more no more!)x
Feel so lonely out of a sudden.
):
I didn't cherish you dear!)':
So foolish of me. >.<
Hais, I still look at the smses everytime I'm free :(
So sad. Do you ever feel sad?
Your smile, i want to see it so desperately!
>.<
好怀念一起上下学的我们。
你现在有吃早餐吗？
放学有人培你会家吗？
我好想你！
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The song you once loved. Stop and stare, the song that you lovcd when i started falling for you.
Do you ever think of this song?
The song you once loved before.
): Tired. Sleeping now. Nights.
Saturday, January 17, 2009 ; 12:35 AM?
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Only I know how I am feeling.
Days and days passing by slowly painfully.
Friday, January 16, 2009 ; 12:30 AM?
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They say remember the good, forget the bad.
Thats why i cant forget you.
I think i've got to cheer up.
At least i've spent the most wonderful time with someone i really care about.
I must be happy.
Will we be enjoying our new lifes?
A question that has no answer, for now.
Thursday, January 15, 2009 ; 12:19 PM?
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I can only guess when i don't have the answer :(
So yeah. :(
Onionhead uh?
I miss you.
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My results is out. At least im able to go poly.
But im just not happy.
Really.
I really dont know how to be happy.
Why why and why.
Why did i think that i'll be going to ITE!
WHY.
Why cant i have just a slight bit of confidence in myself?
So much wont have happened.
Upon getting my results. I froze and looked up.
Wishing i can run towards you with the results and just smile at you.
Like when i got my 17th placing for x-country.
Everything is so different now.
Maybe after so much have happened, you've found out who is the one you love the most.
Me too, i found out who i love the most.
Still the same.
Since Jan 2008, it has always been you.
We're not in contact anymore. Very sadly i just cant accept the fact.
At times i thought to myself asking if i wait another year, will things change?
I dont know for sure but at least im holding some hopes back to get me moving on.
Maybe when i start school, i'll slowly forget you.
Or maybe not.
Again, im just not sure.
Since i got my results i've been wanting to share my joy with you.
But i just cant.
Im afraid. Once bitten twice shy they say.
Maybe its because of that thats why im not given any more chances.
Miss it and well, its gone and never coming back.
For OLevel, its like that, what about you?
Is it this way too?
I cant seem to let go.
Who am i to blame for that?
I miss the time i spend with you on the bus, standing.
If i can turn back time, i will turn it back to 01012008.
I'll make it a totally different year.
Enough said. I think i get the point out now.
Im still in love with you.
And yes, if you remembered, my results is the same as your guess.
On the bus.
If you cant remember then its okay.
Work hard. Excel well.
Maybe we'll have a chance again.
Let leave it to heaven.
Life is Phenomenal right?
Let me do what i want.
This time its a totally different situation.
Im no longer in TWSS.
Takecare.
Tuesday, January 6, 2009 ; 12:26 PM?
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Sometimes i just wish that you're happy with your life and i'm happy with mine.
But most of the time i just wish that we are still together and can be happy with our lifes.
Thursday, January 1, 2009 ; 9:43 PM?
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Tomorrow start of new sch term le.
Both loo and i missed sch.
Hais.
New song.
Yi Gong ChiSad sad song. Why are we sooo far le? Not even friends lo.
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Hope tomorrow everything will go well and smooth for you ba.
Eat breakfast...
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Dun carry your 100year file anymore...
And yes. Sleepwell ba...
Yesyes!
New year must smile lo! haha:D
...
The lyrics is what i feel.
I give up le!
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