Thursday, May 28, 2009 ; 8:53 AM?
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Everyone seems to miss the past.
Not only me, i should stop grumbling.
Think have already turned out this way, i should face it.
Right.
You'll always be someone special in my mind.
Tuesday, May 26, 2009 ; 11:11 PM?
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Time and again i tell myself.
Poly poly, past is past.
When i hear the song, memories just flow back like something i cant control..
At EEEC, Shumin played this song, the music started.
Shumin was wondering wat song is it, i just automatically say out the song title.
Crush by David Archuleta.
So swiftly the words come out of my mouth, then weida was praising me for being so 'pro'.
How much i wanted to tell everyone that crush was the song that started everything between us is how much i want you back.
At times i feel normal. I seriously dont think much about you, but at time when im alone, u seems to be haunting me.
Memories of us, not only you, just appear in my mind.
The time when i walk beside you almost every single day.
Buying ur fav waffle and yogurt was the happiest thing i did everyday, from the bottom of my heart.
Because buying them means i'll be seeing you soon.
After cca, u're always so tired, without failure, i will be waiting at the sch gate.
Walking you home, smiling saying goodbye.
Although i know we dont talk to each other much, smiling was enough.
After you enter the house, less than 3mins, i'll start missing you already.
Sms starts and will end when u go to sleep.
The next day, when u wake up, u will bus to interchange, breakfast will be waiting for you, again, without failure.
I'll have the bun in my hands waiting for you to come.
We will take bus to sch tgt.
You'll eat the bun in class and your friend will make fun of you.
My friend will also be complaining that im such diff person when im not with you.
Recess will come and we'll be sitting in diff tables, smiling to each other without reasons.
Sch will end and we will go home happily.
Same thing will repeat again the next day.
This is the perfect life i've gone through.
Although it didn't last long.
It was the happiest day of my life la.
Seriously.
Honestly.
I feel so much better now.
I miss you.
Time wont rewind, feelings too.
Sometimes when i look at people, i think of you.
-End-
I hope i will see you on the streets. Please smile to me..
It's your smile that started our friendship.
From there we got closer and closer.
I have the smses with me.
The progress we made.
The notes you wrote for me.
The things i made for you.
Do you still keep them?
I really want to know.
So much.
CHEERUP WILSON AND XINYU!
Monday, May 18, 2009 ; 11:50 AM?
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They say the 1st one will always be the best and unforgettable one.
I bet its true.
I miss her.
2
6
0
8
.
Too bad our time ended so fast.
Time fly pass when you're with the one you like.
Like that night.
SMILE(:
1)Are you really ready for 111 questions?
Maybe
2) Was your last real relationship a mistake?
No.
4) Who did you last say “I love you” to?
Where is 3?
5) Do you regret it?
Nope i guess.
6) Have you ever been depressed?
Yes
9) What is your relationship status?
Single.
10) How do you want to die?
Not painfully, maybe peacefully
11) What did you last eat?
Prata
12) Played any sports?
Many
13) Do you bite your nails ?
Nopes
14) When was your last physical fight?
Quite awhile ago.
15) Do you have an attitude?
At times.
16) Do you like someone?
Yes
17) What is your real name?
Wilson quek
19) Are you gonna get high later ?
Erms, maybe.
20) Do you hate anyone at the moment?
Yeps
21) Do you miss someone?
Yeps
22) Twirl or cut your spaghetti?
Dont eat.
23) Do you tan a lot?
Im dark.
24) Have any pets?
2Hamsters.
25) How exactly are you feeling?
Tired.
26) Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving?
Yeps
27) Ever made out in the bathroom?
Nope
28) Would you take any of your ex-s back?
Yes
29) Are you scared of spiders?
Nopes
30) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
Yes
31) Do you regret anything from your past?
Many
32) What are your plans for this weekend?
Not sure yet.
33) Do you want to have kids?
Yes
34) Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an M?
Mother? lol
35) Do you type fast?
Nopes
36) Do you have piercings? How many?
None
37) Want any more?
Nopes
38) Can you spell well?
Dont really think so.
39) Do you miss anyone from your past?
Obviously
40) What are you craving right now?
Sleep
41) Ever been to a bonfire party ?
What?
43) Have you ever been on a horse?
Forgotten
44) Kissed someone in a pick up truck?
Lol. nope.
45) Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
Maybe?
46) Have you ever been cheated on?
Definately
47) Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
For reasons.
49) Would you live with someone without marrying them?
Yes
50) What should you be doing ?
In sch.
51) What’s irritating you right now?
Thoughts.
52) Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt?
Ahh yes.
53) Does somebody love you?
How am i to know? haha.
54) What is your favorite colour ?
White.
55) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Yes
57) Do you have trust issues?
Maybe
60. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
Think so.
62) Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you?
Nope haha.
63) Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Hmm, workmates.
64) Do you give out second chances too easily?
Dont know.
65) Is it easier to forgive or forget?
Forgive.
66) Is this year the best year of your life?
Not really. Met great people and some assholes.
67) What was your child hood nickname?
AHAHAHA.
68) Have you ever walked outside completely naked?
Nope
70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
Ahh yes.
71) What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
Hmmm. Checked my phone
73) What is bothering you?
Fcuk, said it was thought already.
74) Have you ever been out of your province?
Yes
76) Are you listening to music right now?
Yes, look what you've done, haha.
77) Do you like Chinese food?
Some
78) Do you know your fathers b- day?
HAHA. sorry. lol.
79) Are you afraid of the dark?
Nope.
80) Is cheating ever okay?
Depends on what type.
81) Are you mean?
Not at all.
82) Can you keep white shoes clean?
Never. haha.
84) Do you believe in true love?
Yes Yes
88) Do you like the outside?
Yes.
89) Are you currently bored?
Abit.
90) Do you wanna get married?
Yes
91) Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
Idk
92) Are you hungry?
Nopes
93) Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight?
Nopes
94) What makes you happy?
Hmm, im not sure. Spending time with people i want ba.
95) Would you change your name?
Yes
96) Ever been to Alaska?
Nopes
98) Do you watch the news?
Sometimes.
99) What’ s your zodiac sign?
Scorpio
100) Do you like Subway?
At times. haha.
101) Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?
Nopes
103) Do you talk like your friends?
LOL. yes~
105) Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them
Yeps
106) Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?
Yeps
107) who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
Wow. idk. lol.
108) Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
Err, yes.
109) Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
LOL. Haha.
110) Favorite lyrics right now?
I miss you.
111) Can you count to one milllion?
Think so.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009 ; 8:33 AM?
SMILE(:
Counting down the days!
Wed, (:
Thursday, ._.
Friday, :D!
Saturday, :D!
Sunday; ZzZzZzZz (Sleep)
Monday; .____.
LOL.
I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me, me, me
Nice song.
Sunday, May 10, 2009 ; 1:41 AM?
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WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Teh Peng
2. Last phone call: PAPA
3. Last text message: Loo
4. Last song you listened to: With you- Sum41.
5. Last time you cried: Hmm, im nt so sure, its around feb.
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: Err, nope
7. Been cheated on: IDK
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Nopppes
9. Lost someone special: Yeps
10. Been depressed: Yes
11. Been drunk and threw up: didnt get drunk. haha
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. White
13. Black
14. Yellow
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Many
16. Fallen out of love: Nopes
17. Laughed until you cried: Yeps, hahaha.
18. Met someone who changed you: two.
19. Found out who your true friends were: Yes.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: I think it should be a yes.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Nopes
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: All ba
23. How many kids do you want to have: None
24. Do you have any pets: 2, hamsters(:
25.Do you want to change your name: err, wat for? haha
26. What did you do for your last birthday: i enjoyed it although it was destroyed by olevels.
27. What time did you wake up today: 11+
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Sleeping i think
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Muaythai to start.
30. Last time you saw your Mother: Just
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: My life.. What can i change?
32. What are you listening to right now: Crawling-Linkin Park
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Nope, tommy have.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Many things.
35. Most visited webpage: Im not sure.
36. Whats your real name: Wilson Quek
37. Nicknames: err. afew. haha.
38. Relationship Status: Single.
39. Zodiac sign: Scorpio?
40. Male or female?: Male
41. Elementary?: Meaning?
42. Middle School?: Teck Whye Secondary School
43. High school/college?: Singapore Polytechnic
44. Hair colour: slightly brown
45. Long or short: Short
46. Height: 164? fake man, im at least 170:x
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Yes
48: What do you like about yourself?: err, im loyal!:D
49. Piercings: 0
50. Tattoos: none.
51. Righty or lefty: Righty
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: None
53. First piercing: None
54. First best friend: Gleenard! think so..? LOL.
55. First sport you joined: Soccer
56. First vacation: IDK
58. First pair of trainers: ERR?
RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: Nopes
60. Drinking: Nopes
61. I'm about to: Cough
62. Listening to: 唐禹哲-不能不想她
63. Waiting on: huh? monday i wanna see her. haha
YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: 1 or 2?
65. Get Married?: depends
66. Career?: i wanna earn lots of money for my family!
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
69. Shorter or taller: Shorter
70. Older or Younger: Younger
71. Romantic or spontaneous : Any
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Any
73. Sensitive or loud: Any
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: err?
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: Hahaha, i think yes. LOL
77. Drank hard liquor: Yes
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Many
79. Sex on first date: F u. haha
80. Broken someone's heart: Dont think so.
82. Been arrested: Er, once haha. dam stupid
83. Turned someone down: Er, nope ba? haha idk.
84. Cried when someone died: Yeah
85. Fallen for a friend?: Yes
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: At times
87. Miracles: At times
88. Love at first sight : At times
89. Heaven: At times
90. Santa Claus: Nope
91. Kiss on the first date: IDK
92. Angels: Nopes
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Err. Nope
95. Did you sing today?: Haha yes.
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: At times.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: 2008 Nov 03. Let me enjoy the feeling again! For once.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: Nov 18. i hate that day.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Yes.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: im just bored so im doing this. Whatever.
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