Tuesday, November 17, 2009 ; 2:35 AM?
SMILE(:
I believe because we live under the same sky, when i exprerience sunlinght, you will exprerience it too.
When there's rain here there will be rain there too.
If you smile i will smile too.
Im really glad even though we dont talk we dont see each other.
At least i know you're happy and that will make me happy too.
Somethings in life is just that way, no matter how hard we try, it just wont work, just like trying to forget us. haha.
Saturday, November 7, 2009 ; 2:18 AM?
SMILE(:
Kept thinking about it wont make anything change, even if i know nothing will make you come back, believe me, i'll still try everything to make you come back.
But for now, i've decided.So long as you're in good hands, happy with your life, i dont wanna a thing about it.
You happy, i happy.
But please know, im always here for you, waiting for you.
你的手心不一定要由我握紧。你开心，什么都好。
Sunday, November 1, 2009 ; 4:31 PM?
SMILE(:
I may have failed but i have loved you from the start.
I really wish to stand by you throught everything. :'(
SMILE(:
Finally i got my battery for my old phone.
And i read the sms one by one, asking myself why why why i so stupid lol.
And now i understand why you dont wanna go back with me anymore.
I cant believe i used bad words on you, i can go jump down building already ._.
Something must be wrong with me that time man.
Hais. Talk so much also wont change anything. I feel so hurt reading the sms not because of what you said to me.
Its because of what i said to you made me so painful. How can i ever use such words on you.
I was shocked when i read the sms. Though its only one sms. How can i forgive myself now.
Even if you to forgive me, i dont know if i myself will forgive myself anot. Im so dead.
:(
I understand why you dont wan to be with me again anymore. So yeah no worries.
I understand. Sians.
16(:
