Friday, January 29, 2010 ; 9:16 PM?
SMILE(:
Sup!
Today went to tampanies to do cip, was quite boring at 1st, thought it was a waste of time.
Was really tired cause went there straight after sch.
There were like old folks and childcare.
So we went to the childcare because someone else already at the old folks. :P
The kids were soo cute.
But they dont like me :(
Haha, they're joking la. But still, break my heart :(
Kidding!
Show you something!
See, they don't like me!
Ok la, thats not my main point.
You know if we were together again, i wanna bring you there. /\^^/\
I will not be greedy, i will take it step by step.
(:
I really wanna do so many things with you. Fly a kite is one of them... (:
Kbox.
Cycling.
Jogging.
Being anywhere doing anything with you is already good enough.
You gave me so much motivation.
(x
SMILE(:
You know however many promises i make now, you wont know but i will just make it.
Cause i have to change even before i let you know. Yeah? :)
So i really will change my bad habit, no matter how tough, i've made up my mind.
That was 1st step, 2nd step, take things easy, dont rush.
I believe its true that if you really love this person, you will be with the person.
Because i'm sure as time pass, you'll know who loves you.
"I built a wall around me not to block people out, its to see who love me enough to climb over it"
MEME! Im not a good climber. But i don't care, i'll climb over. No matter how long, you are worth the wait. I SWEAR! Finger crossed.
Thanks. I really didn't know i can smile like this.
It is really a great feeling to chat to you normally.
Friend. :P
Thanks god.
Thursday, January 28, 2010 ; 2:21 AM?
SMILE(:
Hey.
I figured out.
If i even wanna be your friend, i got to change.
If you dislike me, there must be a reason yeah, and no matter what that reason is, im going to changeee.
My 1st step.
Stop my bad habits, i dont know if you know of any.
Im just going to stop it.
Just so you know, i'll be wherever you need me to be.
Have a happy day tomorrow, smile cause its beautiful.
(:
Maybe its true, that I cant live without you.
Two will always be better than one. I'll be happy for you no matter what.
Im always here.
I will be the man that cant be move.
Wednesday, January 27, 2010 ; 12:26 AM?
SMILE(:
You know i realised i dont have much in my life since i was young, the best thing that ever happened was being with you.
I guess.
I wana see you. Smiling.
Tuesday, January 26, 2010 ; 2:54 AM?
SMILE(:
I really dont know what else to do, can god like give me a hint?
I told myself if you're happy, i will be happy even if im not part of it, i really do. I really wanna see you happy.
But when i see the status, i feel so bad.
It is not because i dont wish you to be happy, its just im not part of it, and i want to be part of it, i really dont know how.
I dont know how i should feel, im happy but im also sad.
Its a mixed feeling and im not feeling good.
When the hamsters bite the cage, it means they are stress, must let them out of the cage.
Still remember? You taught me so much.
How can i ever forget you.
You appear in my dreams, in my toughts, in my mind, in my everything.
I really hope you can appear in my life too. Lol.
You know what i think? I think after years, when i see you with whoever, you are still gonna have that killing smile like you always do.
And me, i'll still be that guy smiling at your smile.
Im smiling now, can imagine. Lol.
I wanna talk to you. Lol.
When im relax, i think of you.
When im angry, thinking of you will calm me down.
When im sad, thinking of your smile will make me smile. I dont know why also:/
When im happy, i also think of you.
LOl.
I think im under your spell for the rest of my life. Its good though. Im happy. :D
16(:
