Sunday, February 28, 2010 ; 5:38 AM?
SMILE(:
Sometimes i really wish you to just forget me, so i can know you once more.
Be a better guy and do better in front of you.
Thursday, February 25, 2010 ; 3:11 PM?
SMILE(:
Even if i thought of a million ways to make you smile, i cannot think of a reason to ask you out.
:(
We know well that i'm not fit to.
Thinking of the way i treated you, i was over possessive and what, sensitive, protective.
I didnt know how to treat you right.
Only in my dreams can i really treat you right like a normal girl deserve to have.
Only in my dreams now i'm able to do this.
I hope you're fine these days.
Sunday, February 21, 2010 ; 5:00 AM?
SMILE(:
You know i can never let go of you, dont ask me why, i dont know. :(
Sometimes i just feel im just nt good enough for you.
Hope for the future, dont let go.
Saturday, February 20, 2010 ; 2:21 AM?
SMILE(:
why? Why when i was about to let you go, you appear in my dreams again and again and made me believe it was real.
I even asked myself, fuck, i know its fake, i must be dreaming. You say no, you told me im not dreaming, its real, you've forgiven me.
I asked you again, you assure me i wasnt dreaming, it was read, u hit me on the hand, it was painful. I tot for a sec i really wasnt dreaming.
Its a dream of course.
I knew it from the start but still it seemed so real.
Sigh. Dont know why is this happening.
I went to bury everything we once shared. I tot i can forget you this way.
I deleted all your photos in my phone.
I buried all the things in somewhere really hard to find.
I tried my best not to think of you.
But for 2night in a row, you appear in my dreams and gives myself a tight slap on my face like telling me i will never be able to forget you.
Of course i dont want to forget you if i had a choice, but i dont.
I feel that leaving you alone, letting you go is the best solution before you hate me even more.
I can't believe i'm actually digging a hole and burying our stuff away.
The next time you appear in front of me, i'll know its a dream.
I hope you'll be happy.
Monday, February 8, 2010 ; 2:07 AM?
SMILE(:
You know, i've really tried, hoping everyday when i jog to yewtee. by any chance, i will see you.
I believe you're tried too right? You've tried your best to accept me as a friend too, i can see that.
Sigh, maybe it's just meant to be this way.
Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met - Its impossible
I'm so confused, i want to give up so i won't be bothering you.
I really don't wish to be like a freak., facebook stalking you.
But i can't help it.
And i really don't want to let go, i always believed that one day, somehow, you'll need me there.
You know, i've a few close friends and sometime i really can talk a lot, at times i have so much to say to you.
Seeing something funny, nice or cute, i wished you were beside me so i could just talk to you, laugh and have fun with you.
I'm into a lot of sports recently, swimming, gym, basketball and jogging, i really wants to be a healthy person from now on. I admit i used to smoke but i won't anymore, i promise.
If one day i light up another stick, it just means that i've let go of you.
Not gonna happen in the near future.
Chao outside.
Friday, February 5, 2010 ; 11:24 AM?
SMILE(:
Always and always.
Wednesday, February 3, 2010 ; 4:49 PM?
SMILE(:
习惯就会好吗?
SMILE(:
You're my Honeybunch, Sugarplum Pumpy-umpy-umpkin, You're my Sweetie Pie You're my Cuppycake, Gumdrop Snoogums-Boogums, You're the Apple of my Eye And I love you so and I want you to know That I'll always be right here And I love to sing sweet songs to you Because you are so dear I'll be the best i can.If i still fail.I've tried. I wanna make all my 2608 free.I love your smile.I don't care how you treat me now, I love you.
Monday, February 1, 2010 ; 12:46 AM?
SMILE(:
I don't like this feeling.
Next person im flying a kite with will be you, i hope.
And i got the ns letter already, if im going ns, i wanna dine with you, catch a movie, get a photo with you.
And i'll go into the camp with no regrets.
Make my wish come true will you? :(
16(:
