Wednesday, April 21, 2010 ; 2:07 AM?
SMILE(:
Hey baby.
Happy one month.
I wish we can continue counting until we lost count of the time we've been together okay?
I know you won't be reading this and you don't keep track of how long we've been together but I do, so don't worry babe.
I will keep track of our love.
You just be yourself alright, that's all i ask for :D
<3
With much love. I love you.
Oh yeah, actually I know this are just words. IF one day we separate, all this means nothing at all, I understand, let's just hope the day will not come alright.
With all my love I will love you. Bye.
21st of April. I love you more than yesterday and less than tomorrow.
Although you may not be really the ONE I'm looking for, i still love you so very much. :D
We all have flaws but I will accept you for who you are because you love me. And of course, I LOVE YOU.
Thursday, April 15, 2010 ; 1:58 AM?
SMILE(:
Things are hard to change, I will still be me.
What can i give you, have you seriously thought about it?
Nothing. I can give you nothing.
I don't know how much you love me seriously because i know you love your ex ALOT ALOT ALOT.
And if i were be compared, how much am i?
I know you love me but sometimes it's just what you say.
Loveya, I miss you, WORDS.
I don't know why I am thinking this way but don't blame me, I'm just being myself. So yeah.
I really want to know how much you love me.
We talk a lot a lot on the phone.
Do you reallllly love me?
I'm pathetic. Shit man.
Baby I know I'm being unfair to you. But this are my doubts which I can never open my mouth to ask. So all I can do is to just write them down on somewhere you won't know, maybe when the time is right, I'll let you know and you'll be reading this.
But sometime I comfort myself. You've been with him for so long, It's normal if you love him more, I really don't mind, BUT you have to tell me, Because if you say that you love me more, it's a little hard to believe... :<
It's not that I don't believe you. I want to, I would love to! But I can't pass through myself. My own wall.
Don't think anyone will understand.
Baby, you have his photo in your phone, I know, I just don't wanna make you delete it if you really wants to keep it so much.
It hurts me every single time I read about your past posts and see picture of you and him.
I'm a human, please understand.
I really don't know, I have 0 confidence we will last too long, I'm sorry.
I really love you.
But i still think of my ex once in a while. Wondering how have she been.
If he was to come back to you, will you still love me?
Can you promise me if there is another guy better or another guy you really like, tell me about him.
Because i wish the best for you.
Don't love us two, just love him.
It's not fair to him if you love others.
But it is fair to me if you love him and not me because I will understand.
You understand what I'm trying to say?
I'll be sad, I'll be mad but they have this saying 'No matter how long the night, the dawn will break'
So don't worry about me.
To let go is a blessing from me to you.
Baby. You may not know how much i love you. I love you a lot. Really.
I can't give you anything but I'll give you everything i can give everything I can.
You're gonna have school already. All the best baby, I'll be here if you need anything.
I'm sorry I'm not a good student, I don't even know if there is any school that wants me now.
But if there is, I promise you I will study hard, you know I take promises very seriously.
Baby I love you.
Byes. 1st entry of me and you.
16(:
