Friday, February 6, 2009 ; 12:09 AM?
SMILE(:
It has been a long long while.
I've done what I can, say what I want, tried whatever shit i can think of.
It's time to leave.
You're happy with your life, me too.
Friends still.
Its amazing to see how time flies.
16th NOV.
Now its already 5th Feb. almost 2months plus le.
Near 3 months le. We were together for 3 months.
And again, i took 3 months to get over you.
And today, I've given up.
No more hope, no more waiting, move on.
The 3months has not been wasted. Joy, tears, fun, love.
I felt it all.
I did things i wont do, i ran the cross country and surprisingly i got a medal.
Its with you and of course i hope you'll keep it well.
The small pooh is going to be 1 yr old real soon, 14th Feb, it'll be one yr old already!
Still after saying all these, the smses you once sent, I'll not del them, the hearts we once make for ea other, I'll not take them out of my wallet, the photos we once took, I'll keep them.
The love we once shared, keep them.
I did not do you wrong, neither did you, we were just not suitable for each other.
If there is ever a chance to be together again, I'll be happy, if not, I'll just let it be.
One day you'll still forget me, I'm not sure for my case.
But no matter what, we were once happy together, once sad together, once sweet together, once in love together, I have all the memories I want, its enough.
They tell me that you will have someone to takecare of, someone you will really want.
If thats the case, I'm happy for you.
Let memories be memories, facts be facts.
I really loved you.
Okays, thats about all i want to say.
You may not read this but i just writing out my feelings.
This decision is one i won't regret.
Tears has been shed, anger has been vented, time has passes, feelings has faded.
Remember my good, how i give up my time for you, how i give in to you, how much i loved you.
I may not be goodlooking but i know i've done my part.
I'll remember yours too.
ByeBye.
16(:
