Monday, July 13, 2009 ; 2:47 AM?
SMILE(:
Why did i move this blog to somewhere where no one will even know?
Simple. Im not sure if u still read my blog anot. If you do, what will you be thinking?
Im just an asshole that is trying to attract attention?
I seriously do not know what you're thinking and this is not good.
I just need a place to write out my feelings and my thoughts.
Everyday i think of you. It's like a habit.
I wish to share my dream with you, like how we did in the past.
You know, i had this wonderful dream, i swear, it was so real.
You missed call me 4times, send me a sms to call you.
So i did, and what, you said you know im sorry and you forgive me.
I swear to god, i was in tears.
I totally cant believe it.
You're the girl i love most, even till now.
I really hope to have you back in my life.
Please jiaxin. You wont know how much i feel abt you.
I love you and i really hope one day you'll forgive me.
I will do anything for it. Anything.
But is that going to happen?
Please i beg for your forgiveness.
I have really been an asshole. I wish i can make it up to you but what can i do?
Please tell me, i dont wan to wake up every morning with such a real dream but yet unreal.
I miss you so much boo.
I really hope to see you soon.
And please don't avoid me. You know how much i love you, i know you do.
I dont know why im feeling this way, it had been really so long, but im still in love with you so much.
I really has no idea why im like this.
I dont wan to miss you, but i cant help it.
Do u understand?
You left so much in me, so much.
Everything i do, reminds me of you.
I just want you to know i really love you.
I pray to god, one day you'll forgive me, i'll do anything.
16(:
