Saturday, October 24, 2009 ; 2:34 AM?
SMILE(:
Today, I woke up thinking "Ah, must be a dream again. Sians"
Lol. It wasnt, i did get what i wanted, just that its in a worst case scenario only.
But i dont mind, i'll take it as a lesson learned.
Although it wasnt what i wanted to see.
Not even close. And I wasnt prepared for it.
The darts just come speeding straight through my hearts. It nearly got me but on second thoughts, if you never failed, you never lived.
So i will not take this as a failure, more like a lesson.
I guess i should just take it slowly, step by step.
I will believe in everything you once believed.
If i can choose anything in the world, i'll choose to be on the side of you.
Dont cast me away pls.
So actually i got to see you but with a very bad price to pay.
I dont mind.
Im happy if you're happy.
I dont want it to be too late to turn everything around.
"I just don't love you no more" Dont do this to me.
I know maybe i'm not the kind of guy you look for but there is time for me to adjust.
Why cant you see that im changing?
You can treat me coldly. But you must not stop me.
If you feel what i did today was a stupid mistake.
Let it be the last mistake ever.
I will be cautious.
Promised to myself.
Nights.
16(:
