Tuesday, January 26, 2010 ; 2:54 AM?
SMILE(:
I really dont know what else to do, can god like give me a hint?
I told myself if you're happy, i will be happy even if im not part of it, i really do. I really wanna see you happy.
But when i see the status, i feel so bad.
It is not because i dont wish you to be happy, its just im not part of it, and i want to be part of it, i really dont know how.
I dont know how i should feel, im happy but im also sad.
Its a mixed feeling and im not feeling good.
When the hamsters bite the cage, it means they are stress, must let them out of the cage.
Still remember? You taught me so much.
How can i ever forget you.
You appear in my dreams, in my toughts, in my mind, in my everything.
I really hope you can appear in my life too. Lol.
You know what i think? I think after years, when i see you with whoever, you are still gonna have that killing smile like you always do.
And me, i'll still be that guy smiling at your smile.
Im smiling now, can imagine. Lol.
I wanna talk to you. Lol.
When im relax, i think of you.
When im angry, thinking of you will calm me down.
When im sad, thinking of your smile will make me smile. I dont know why also:/
When im happy, i also think of you.
LOl.
I think im under your spell for the rest of my life. Its good though. Im happy. :D
16(:
